I personally don't have an idol. There are several people I admire and look up to, but I don't feel anyone meets idol status, except for the Holy Trinity.
i wasn't being mean, i suppose when you write something down on the computer, it will sometimes sound rude and mean but if you heard it in real life you'll know that didn't mean it in a mean way. Do you know what i mean and do you accept my apoligy cos i am sorry?